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                      of Contents: Introduction Acknowledgements Our
                      Story"Grandpa Steve and the Mysterious Chicken!"
 Chapter
                      One through Thirteen AppendixA Listing of Abundant Change Books and Recordings
 Music-Outreach Nostalgic & Uplifting Books & Recordings
 by Michael D. Purvis
 
 
 Excerpts
                      from Book:  Introduction Oh
                      how we need mystery in our lives! Our sense of the "work-a-day
                      world," as my father would call it, makes our very
                      hearts and souls cry out for mystery and magic. And oh,
                      how that cry can inspire and transform us if we will only
                      listen for that little voice in us, the little voice which
                      prods us and directs us toward mystery and creativity. We
                      will be guided and changed (and perhaps even happy!) if
                      we will only listen to this voice.  I
                      urge you, dear reader, now to open your own heart and mind
                      as you take in this delightful little story filled with
                      characters and a family perhaps not so different from your
                      own. I hope you will let just a little of "the mysterious
                      chicken" into your own life.  We
                      all need, if not a mysterious chicken, a mysterious something
                      to lift us out of our complacency, to inspire us and motivate
                      us to create. We all need the presence of mystery to help
                      us to notice our inner selves and our world. We need this
                      presence, too, to engage us: with our selves, with our souls,
                      with each other, and with our world. Have
                      you ever seen a mysterious chicken? Read on, let
                      him "scratch, scratch, scratch" at the door of
                      your heart and mind, and see what might happen
  Enjoy! The
                      author 
                         Chapter
                      One 
 Grandpa
                      Steve lived on a big farm. It was way out in the country,
                      and a much farther distance than little Travis, Grandpa
                      Steve's grandson, could ride on his bicycle. It was located
                      on a large piece of property which lay past the convent,
                      across the railroad tracks, and on the other side of the
                      highway which carried everyone from the big city to the
                      little town in which Travis lived.  Each
                      time Travis and his mom visited Grandpa Steve they would
                      drive past the convent, and if they had time they would
                      stop to see Mother Mary, whose statue stood in an old stone
                      shrine which was hidden in the beautiful trees on the grounds
                      of the convent. It was hidden, but not so obscured that
                      they could not see its ivy-covered, cobble-stoned walls
                      easily from the window of their vehicle.  If
                      on the day of their visit to Grampy Steve it was a busy
                      day and they did not have time to stop at the shrine, the
                      two, mother and son, would simply smile and say happily,
                      "Hello, Mother Mary!" as they sped past the grounds
                      of the Mother-house in a gust of country highway wind. Just
                      this activity of waving and greeting Mother Mary was, in
                      itself, a fun game between mother and son which Travis loved.
                       Yet
                      an actual visit to the shrine was even better! When they
                      did stop, and when on these occasions they walked across
                      the green lawn cared for by the elderly but still dedicated
                      nuns, it always came into Travis's mind that the smiling
                      figure which awaited them inside the little stone house
                      was a bit of a mystery.  Each
                      time they visited this old and delightful place, his mother
                      would, upon climbing the stone steps of the shrine with
                      her little boy in hand reverently and carefully turn the
                      squeaky old iron doorknob of the little stone building.
                      Then, though they had been here together many times before,
                      the two would both feel a sense of expectation as they stepped
                      across its shadowed doorway.  Once
                      inside the little boy would stare up earnestly at the kind
                      looking lady, his brown eyes shining and reflecting the
                      glow of the little lighted candles left by the nuns and
                      by the passersby. His hand held tightly and warmly in that
                      of his own mother, he would gaze up at the lady whom he
                      had been told often by his grandmother Marnie was the 'Mother
                      of the Whole World." He would cock his head back and
                      forth contemplating how this kind looking lady, sitting
                      inside her dusty house made of cobblestone and seashells
                      could be a mother to everyone.  He
                      wasn't quite sure he understood, but he took his Grammie's
                      word for it. And whether he completely understood or not,
                      he loved the game of coming to visit this strange and unusual
                      little house containing the silent and kindly lady who always
                      wore her rather dusty, (yet somehow still beautiful) light-blue
                      dress.  Though
                      he did not realize it at the time, the visits made a profound
                      effect on the little boy. When he was older, little Travis,
                      not nearly so little any more and considerably wiser, would
                      reflect upon how he had loved coming to visit this silent
                      "Mother of the Whole World" who had gold stars
                      positioned over her head. These stars, he would recall,
                      had seemed somehow magical to him as they glinted softly
                      in the sunlight which shone through the trees of the sparkling,
                      immaculate, green lawn, cared for by the elderly Sisters
                      of Charity.  This
                      light, he remembered, would leak into the little shrine
                      through its door and little stained glass windows. And,
                      when in his adult years (whether as a young man or an old
                      one) he contemplated this unique light, he was always was
                      struck by how this particular combination of light and shadow
                      was unlike any other he had experienced. He would remember
                      how he had loved looking at the somewhat tarnished, but
                      still reflective stars over the head of the benevolent lady.
                      They were old gilt stars, which though having a patina which
                      came from age and candle soot, still glinted and gleamed
                      when the sun was positioned just right, shining in a sunbeam
                      through the open door of the little stone house.  As
                      an adult, he would remember how (though he had been but
                      a small child at the time of his visits with his own mother
                      to the roadside shrine) he somehow sensed that when this
                      sunbeam shone upon the crown of stars over the statue of
                      Mother Mary it was as though all the dreams and prayers
                      of the world where concentrated in a little gleaming sunbeam.
                      It was as though all the prayers of the world shone on the
                      mottled stars over the head of this smiling, benign and
                      ageless lady, and were reflected back into the eyes of himself
                      as a child.  And
                      this memory would have for him one more gift, and this was
                      the most amazing thing of all. He got the most pleasant,
                      comforting feeling whenever he received this gift. When
                      he was immersed in this memory it was as if, somehow, he
                      too was ageless. And, best of all, the world was smiling,
                      kind and benevolent, like the lady in his memory.  It
                      was indeed magical, and when he stared up at the face of
                      the lady as a child, or in the tape loop of memory, he somehow
                      understood how this lady could be the mother of the whole
                      world, and how God could be Loving Creator. He somehow felt
                      protected and safe. He somehow felt that all was and would
                      be well, and that the world was full of protection, love
                      and possibility. He
                      was glad, as a boy and later as a man, that he had been
                      so often to visit his Grandpa Steve and Grandma Marnie and
                      that visiting the lady in her stone house with his mother
                      on their way to his grandparents was a staple of his childhood. What
                      was the history of this shrine, and why had Travis' mother
                      made it a part of their routine? Well,
                      when they visited, before they left, or even if they passed
                      by simply saying "Hello Mother Mary," Travis'
                      mom would explain, though she had explained this many times
                      before, that Mother Mary had been standing inside for over
                      one hundred years, just waiting to greet everyone who came
                      to see her, and that she was actually about two thousand
                      years old!  Now
                      this explanation, though he had heard it so many times,
                      really made Travis' head cock back and forth in his typical
                      gesture of curiosity and wonder. He looked a bit like the
                      families' cocker spaniel when he did this, but it certainly
                      expressed his awe and wonder at what he was always told
                      about the age of Mother Mary. She was indeed a very special
                      and old mother. And somehow acknowledging her lent a special
                      air of mystery and wonder to Travis' visits to see Grampy
                      Steve and Grammie Marnie, which was good, for having this
                      sense of openness to mystery was a good thing to have for
                      it helped the little boy balance out Grammy Marnie's rather
                      no nonsense air and complimented Grampy Steve's impractical
                      dreamer sort of personality.  Travis'
                      mother, whether she realized this consciously or not, instinctively
                      knew all of this, and the trips to the shrine were her way
                      of providing all of this for her little boy.  Now
                      the trip to or acknowledgement of the shrine was important,
                      but, the visit to or wave to Mother Mary was not the sole
                      reason for the automobile trip which took them past the
                      shrine. The final destination of this trip was the visit
                      to Grandpa Steve and Grandma Marnie on their big farm across
                      the railroad tracks, across the highway and way out in the
                      country, five miles from Tupton, the little town in which
                      Travis lived.  Now
                      to Travis, five miles seemed a very long ways indeed. After
                      they greeted Mother Mary and crossed the big highway, there
                      was always the long stretch of country road which for a
                      boy like Travis, not known for his patience, often seemed
                      like a bit of a trek. Travis would sit on the edge of his
                      seat, peering up over the dashboard, and squint his eyes,
                      looking for the large barns and silos which made up a wonderful
                      silhouette which one could see in the distance when approaching
                      Grandpa Steve's farm.  For
                      as long as he could remember, Travis always knew they were
                      near Grandpa Steve's farm when the barns and silos came
                      into view. And, though he knew that his mother was aware
                      that there were not one but two barns, and not one but two
                      silos, he always said, "Look, Mommy, Grandpa Steve
                      has two barns and two silos." "Yes,
                      Travis," his mother would say, "it's a very big
                      farm, indeed."  And
                      it was.  Grandpa
                      Steve, you see, was not an ordinary farmer. When he was
                      a young man he went to university to study all about corn.
                      "Grandpa Steve knows," Travis's father would say,
                      "how to make the best corn, corn that can feed the
                      most livestock. Corn that is smart."  "Corn
                      can be smart?" Travis would ask his father when he
                      said this, even though the boy knew what the answer would
                      be.  "It
                      sure can," his dad would reply, "especially when
                      Grandpa Steve really puts his mind to it and plays with
                      all his test tubes. He's a farmer and a scientist!"
                       "Wow!"
                      Travis would always say. "My grandpa is smart!"
                       And
                      so he was.  But
                      smarts weren't what young Travis loved about his grandpa.
                      'Smart' was well and good, but for a little boy in first
                      grade, it was more that Grandpa Steve was fun! Grandpa Steve
                      would laugh a hearty laugh and his belly would shake. This
                      was what Travis loved best about his grandpa.    In
                      fact, this was what many people loved best about Grampy
                      Steve. He was a bit like an ornery Santa Claus, very jolly,
                      very kindly and generous, but rather mischievous. Grandpa
                      Steve would tell funny jokes, tease Travis and tease everyone
                      in the near vicinity. Grandpa Steve had a thick wiry mustache,
                      which would tickle his cheek when he gave little Travis
                      a kiss. And this, too, was the boy loved about his grandpa.
                       Yes,
                      these were the things Travis especially loved about his
                      grandpa. Still, in addition to them, it was also fun to
                      think of Grandpa Steve playing with his test tubes and making
                      corn 'smart,' though he couldn't quite imagine how this
                      was possible. Yet, as we have already established, Travis
                      was used to mysterious things. He felt, somehow, if Mother
                      Mary could be mother to the whole world, then surely his
                      Grandpa, could make corn smart! 
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